One of those days

Have you ever had one of those days where you just feel broken inside? The feeling like the smallest little thing is going to start you off and every moment is a struggle to hide what you are feeling?

For me, today was one of those days.  I went through the day feeling a little broken and with some unspoken burden on my heart.  At first, I couldn’t put my finger on it, but then as the day went on, I realized it had been over a week since I’d heard from my fiance.  We’re doing the long distance thing, and though I am a lot closer than I used to be (I lived in Southern Oregon for nearly 15 years and am now in the upper mid west) there are times I feel further apart.  Continue reading

Day 16: Distance

Long distance relationships are hard.  Not everyone can stand up to the challenges presented with a long distance relationship, especially one that has lasted for 4 years.  I am a firm believer that long distance relationships take a certain kind of person to make them work.  My fiance and I have managed to keep it alive and going after four years and I love him more today than the first day, and tomorrow, I’ll love him more than that.

I won’t say that the distance isn’t hard.  Not a night goes by that I don’t wish I could have him close to hold, hug or show affection to.  I miss that part of a relationship the most and I live for those week long visits that we get a couple times a year.

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