Still Alive.

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I’ve been absent from my blog for quite a while and I miss it a lot.  I am not sure why I haven’t felt like blogging, I think part of it is I am at a point where I am internally processing a lot of the things I am going through right now and can’t find the words to express them well.  I think part of it as well is just flat out being busy.  On a good day, all I have is work… however, most of days I usually have work and school plus whatever other things going on.  And that makes it difficult for me to blog or get the creative juices flowing.  What little down time I do get, I spend relaxing with a book or doing little things for myself like taking a bubble bath…

I will try to be here more often, if for no other reason than to let you all know I am still around and kicking.

I Saw You Yesterday

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I wrote this a while ago, and finally feel able to post it.

 

I Saw You Yesterday

I saw you yesterday
Just an image in my mind,
I tried to erase it
Thought I left your memory behind.

Of your beautiful blue eyes
Your silky blonde hair,
I reached out to touch you
But no one was there.

I miss your strong arms
That use to hold me tight.
Your caressing voice
Telling me everything’s all right.

I miss your loving heart
That overlooked the faults of me,
I miss that gleam in your eyes
That only I could see.

I miss all the midnight talks
When we had our future planned,
The way you would look at me
The way you held my hand.

I saw you yesterday
Just an image in my mind,
I tried to erase it
But I can’t leave your memory behind.

Regrets

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So I know I’ve been away for a little bit and haven’t been seen around much on here.  But I took a much needed break from a lot of things, just to recharge, including school and my blog.  I am still on break from school for a couple of more weeks but in the meantime, I figured I would write a post about regrets.

I may of blogged about this before, I don’t really recall.  However, regrets are something that are deep on my mind this week as I got the last of my things from my ex.  I still have things in storage in my closet and back in Oregon that will be difficult to go through and deal with but I think that by the time I get to those things, I’ll be okay.  The package was my last need for contact with him unless he finds something of mine that was somehow missed when he was getting my things together to ship to me.  But for now… that is it.  That is the last contact with him and I am at peace with the whole situation.   Continue reading →

Brief Break

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I just wanted to let my readers all know that I am taking a brief break from blogging because I do not have a home internet connection at this time.  Other bills had priority so alas, the internet had to wait to be paid.  I should be back up ‘n blogging in a week or two.